But I can't say that aloud; I can't tell anyone that I have been waiting for this all my life and that being chosen to wait is the reason I can. If I were able I'd say it. Say make me, remake me. You are free to do it and I am free to let you because look, look. Look where your hands are. Now.

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

07.28.10

those shredders still haunt the air
dark, foreign,
near

a haunting deserving of bars and thorned black locks

skin, hair,
that dark corner under your bed

your bed
our bed
your bed
bed

sparked cardboard, my fingers
shred

Thursday, July 22, 2010

early November '09.

back to when our dates were chaperoned and your hair waved long
over museum hand-held excuses, an ocean of bloody coral reef rippling, bubbling
between our new palms
under borrowed sheets, quietly testing their courage, circling
the swans you conquered that night by the bay
when i was less worried about old hearts,
better, then,
gentle, as how to best hold yours


Wednesday, July 21, 2010

07.12.2010.

cause games make us copy,
but this,
this,
this is all
us.

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

near bqe kitt.

Biting marijuana sweat off of Brooklyn boy pits,
Cat, I don't remember your name,
but I think your capable knee pads suit you fine.

Thursday, July 15, 2010

"Bus Stop 3"

click.
click.
click.
click.
click.
click.

and she continued sitting on the ledge by the fence,
...
click.

unbending, click. click.
patient. click click click click.

pursing her bruised, click,
bloody, blue old lips.